lifestyle
However, summer means I get to miss Cambridge and not only Cambridge, but my very dear friends, after becoming close to everyone, leaving them makes it ten times harder, going from seeing everyone everyday to barley once a month.
So while I am feeling this hopeless, what should I do with my time, well maybe you guys have some suggestions for me? Because I am feeling, lost, lost and lost.
Summer
Today is Wednesday 1st of July, I officially left Cambridge two days ago, to move back to charming Lowestoft, for the summer holiday. While at University we have these awful long summer breaks averaging out at about 4 months, while many may scream with delight or be banging there heads at their screens, shouting whats so bad with that, while I may say it isn't bad, however I must leave my home of Cambridge and relocate back to my family, loose my independence and once again fall victim to the summer of hopelessness. Summer as a student is a very tricky time period, it becomes one of those periods where you say to yourself I am going to do everything I have wanted to, say maybe write a book or take up photography, or even run a website, but the chances of actually getting round to doing that is slim, because in reality you have to work, but wait even thats an issue, trying to get into work as a student over the summer holidays is tricky, despite living in a seasonal town, trying to find employment for months, with employers knowing you will leave is very slim and while I may like to be optimistic, there is little chance of getting job unless your very lucky, unlike myself and can get a transfer. Summer as a student is not bliss, it drains the life and soul, makes you feel depressed, use your last money and never feel accomplished.However, summer means I get to miss Cambridge and not only Cambridge, but my very dear friends, after becoming close to everyone, leaving them makes it ten times harder, going from seeing everyone everyday to barley once a month.
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From bottom L - to top R - Becca, Me, Nicola, Sophie and La-maira |
So while I am feeling this hopeless, what should I do with my time, well maybe you guys have some suggestions for me? Because I am feeling, lost, lost and lost.